By deciding to fully indulge in my solitary pleasures—much like when I was young and discovering the joys of caressing myself while wearing gloves—I gradually fell into a sort of ritual that leads me inexorably toward pure ecstasy and powerful orgasms. These past few years have been a time of rediscovering myself, my body, and pleasure in its purest form. At first, I felt unsettled by what I was feeling—and especially by what attracted me—but eventually, I let go and completely surrendered to the wonderful pleasures that masturbation could bring me. I also came to realize that these discoveries were valid and that, ultimately, I should view this as making love to myself—something that makes me feel incredibly good.
What I call my ritual generally follows the same pattern, though I sometimes deviate by tweaking a few small details depending on the time of day or how rushed I am—specifically, the amount of time available to carry out my masturbation session and reach its ultimate goal: the explosion of joy that accompanies an orgasm.
Since late 2024, my masturbation sessions are almost always filmed when I am home alone. I have acquired several cameras as well as equipment to improve recording quality. Setting the scene and installing the gear are part of the ritual and bring me pleasure—a pleasure that leads to arousal and mental preparation for the ultimate goal I have set. Setting up the equipment takes time, but properly framing the cameras takes a huge amount of time as well. I try not to repeat past mistakes and always look for the best angles to refine my study of cinematography—a field that has become another one of my passions over time.
So, the famous ritual begins very early in the morning—practically right after getting out of bed following a good night’s sleep. Generally, the ritual starts around 6:00 a.m. I prepare my morning tea and then take doses of THC oil to help with relaxation. Since THC oil takes at least two hours to fully kick in for me, I take my time thinking about the scene; then, once my wife leaves for work, I start setting up the equipment in the chosen room. This step takes a while and requires some concentration to figure out the angles and lighting. Usually, by the time I finish, the oil has started to take effect, and I begin to feel much more relaxed—as well as excited about what’s coming next.
It’s time to choose the outfit. At this stage, I already have a rough idea of what I’m going to wear, though it almost always ends up differing from the initial plan. I pick my gloves first and then put together an outfit to match them. First the stockings, then the outfit itself—including the panties—and finally the mask. I always wear a mask. For one thing, I love it; it makes me feel like someone else and reinforces the persona I’ve created. It also completely conceals my identity, just in case I decide to post photos or videos. I decide whether or not I’ll use toys and prepare them if so. I almost always use two pairs of gloves, in two stages. The first stage involves satin, leather, nylon, or other materials for a sensual and soft feel. During the session, I switch to surgical gloves, which allow me to go deeper during masturbation and insert my fingers into my anus. Surgical gloves are always part of the ritual, and sometimes I even start with them and lubricant is essential to achieving the ultimate goal.
Once I’m all set to get started, I get in the mood by watching a few porn scenes featuring women wearing gloves. I put on latex surgical gloves and touch myself while watching the videos to build up desire and arousal. When I can’t take it anymore and feel ready to cross the line and surrender to the blissful sensation leading to orgasm, I dash into the bathroom and take a shower wearing my surgical gloves. This turns me on even more and sets the stage for what’s to come.
Once I’ve finished showering, I head to the chosen room, start the cameras, and get dressed, taking care to move slowly and let the excitement build. Then, the pleasure begins, leading up to the ultimate orgasm that carries me into pure ecstasy. Playing with my ass—caressing it, penetrating it—is always part of this divine ritual. Ever since I discovered prostate pleasure, I’ve constantly sought that sweet, powerful electric sensation that leads me to a state of blissful nirvana. Stroking my cock while playing with my ass makes me cum in an explosion of sheer joy, leaving me serene and relaxed for the rest of the day. This is my solo pleasure ritual, and I love it every single time!
On the other hand, putting away the gear and cleaning up is the least enjoyable part. But you have to do what it takes to achieve what you’re aiming for!